I want to attempt to share my experiences of a rather unconventional childhood, because people are always very curious and ask. I also want to share my thoughts about life and my experiences processing it. It is very important to me to protect the privacy of others. If I say something that you feel is private about you or someone else, please send me a message and I will delete it. But This is my attempt to paint you a picture, I hope you enjoy the view.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Lily's first Sleep over...
well technicaly its the second but the first was not for fun so it does not count. It was when i had kelle and it was at grandmas any way (witch is like her other home.) she is sleeping over at her fav uncle's house with his family. She was SO excited! she's been talkign about it all day. Dev talked to her at 9 on the phone, and she was sad.she said she wanted to come home. I have been feeling... aggitated.. I think. I can't really put my finger on it. I thought I would be so greatful for the break, but I just miss my baby! If she does not go to slep soon or if she gets really sad. we will go get her or he will bring her home. But what about me? What do I do about my separation anxiety? I think even if she were having a blast I would miss her. I tryed to keep myself busy. but now I am just tired and I want to go to sleep, but have to clear my head first or I will just lay there exuasted and not sleeping. Wish us luck with the rest of the night!
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3 comments:
Hope you actually got some sleep. She is growing up and this is only the beginning when there will be much more.
How did it go?
She is so little! Morganne had an atempt at a sleep over last year, but she was sad and had to come home.
I don't know tali...Just like waking up at night and going "OMG are they Breathing?!?"...I don't think that feeling ever really goes a way. I think when you KNOW she is having fun...it will be a little easier. But not much. All part of being a mom.
So I know I'm over a week late, but I hope all went well. The only time I've been apart from Lydia overnight was when I had Elisheva. It was really hard. It's funny, sometimes when I'm with Lydia all of the time, I think how great it would be to have a break, and then when she's not there, I spend a lot of time wondering how she's doing.
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