We are sick...yuck!

So the little to no sleep that we get normally is pretty much gone. Sore throte head ache runny nose and I am pretty sure we have all had a low grade fever at one point or another. I guess everyone is getting it. reminds me I need to get a flu shot. any ways. even though Dev stayed home sick today, mostly because he had a sore throte and would not be able to talk on the ohone all day, we had such a productive day. Really even for a healthy day. we did a few things that have been put off for WAY too long. first we shortend our blinds...been needing to do that for um..two and a half years. yes I know we are the worst procrastinators ever. we also cut the piece of the dishwasher that goes at the bottom so that you can't see the wires and babies can't get electricuted, and installed it. been needing to do that for um... about 9 monthes. and we hung our beautiful dry erase bord in the kitchen that we bought at ikea like in november, so 10 monthes ago. so yay for us! I was going to wash the windows in side and out but we took lily to the park instead because she was really acting cuped up. and there were NO other kids there so it was really nice. no fighting and no more contamination then there would need to be. haraaay for productive days!

scary,creepy = paranoid!

So I don't like dogs. you all should know that. they are fine from a distance but only if they don't bark or make lots of sudden movement..even if its playful. Once I get to know a dog..takes a long time, then its not so bad. but in general we are not friends. well there is an enfestation in my naiborhood of bit bulls. I know one of my sisters has one that they all say would never hurt anyone. but that does not make me trust them. Once when they were visiting, something upset this dog and devin was right in the middle of it all, and I did not feel he was safe.(this is not soposed to be about your dog katey, and I mean no harm to you b this post.) especially the toughest kinds. a pit bulls bite is one of the strongest. a guy in our naiborhood had to kill one last year to get it to release its bite. it bit its owner. any who, recently I have seen not one, or two or three or even four pit bulls running free or chasing someone on my street...but FIVE different ones. in about a month. THESE dogs are NOT nice. They all belong to a bunch of thugs, who in my oppinion want a mean tough dog to make up for the lack of something. they trian them to be as mean as possible. well I daught that they train them, Its proboboly more like beat them and fight them with other dogs. reguardless its illigal for them not to be on a leash. only one of those times have I seen an owner trying to catch it. I call animal control, and by the time they get here the dog has wandered off some place else. so they don't catch it. rrrg! it makes me so mad. Try explaining to a two year old that the doggy chasing a boy on a scooter down the middle of the street is not nice and will you please walk calmly and quickly to the back yard. then when the dog stops chasing said boy and turns to come back up the street towards our house, she porceedes to scream at the top of her lungs, because I have starting dragging her because she would not go inside, because she wanted to see the doggy, attracting its attention. Oh and the one where the owner was looking for it. he would not even get close to his own dog because it snipped at him. all of this only solidifys my fears.
then two weeks ago a friend who had just moved into a new place felt something crawling on him...he looks down and its a black widow! yup! if there is anything that creeps me out more then dogs its spiders! so a was sitting on the lawn at my inlaws last night and someone says "its a black widow." it was dusk and so they got the flash light, and sure enough right where the house meets the driveway, there was this huge spider web and in it....a black widow. creepy! the only qustion i have is this...is the hour glass shape always on the underside of the belly or is it sometims on the top? I am pretty sure this was on the top. still....i am paranoid and freaked out.

Lily's first Sleep over...

well technicaly its the second but the first was not for fun so it does not count. It was when i had kelle and it was at grandmas any way (witch is like her other home.) she is sleeping over at her fav uncle's house with his family. She was SO excited! she's been talkign about it all day. Dev talked to her at 9 on the phone, and she was sad.she said she wanted to come home. I have been feeling... aggitated.. I think. I can't really put my finger on it. I thought I would be so greatful for the break, but I just miss my baby! If she does not go to slep soon or if she gets really sad. we will go get her or he will bring her home. But what about me? What do I do about my separation anxiety? I think even if she were having a blast I would miss her. I tryed to keep myself busy. but now I am just tired and I want to go to sleep, but have to clear my head first or I will just lay there exuasted and not sleeping. Wish us luck with the rest of the night!