I think I don't really believe that people other then a few direct family members read my blog. So I write like I am talking to those few people. then I read it knowing that anyone can read it and its just all sort of strange. Any way. If you don't know me and you still find this interesting to read. you are weird. I just go on and on about the things in my head and I would think that someone who did not know me would realy be bored.
Any who, both of my kids are taking long naps and I was thinking I would go get some stuff done like fold the laundry or somehting else that I can't do when they are awake. but this feels better. Lets see..Kelle is getting so big! she smiles and laughs and can sit up from a laying down position just by using her abdominal muscles if you hold her legs down. I can't believe we will celebrate lil's 2nd birthday! she is growing up so fast! At the same time I some times forget that she is only two. I expect so much out of her or at least something other then two year old behavior. ITs not fair to her and I have to remind myself all the time. but she acts so big. she has started to use sentences and describe emotions. She'll tell me..."mommy I'm sad". its so cute! and such a big girl thing. Devin is back to his regular shift for a while. I think I like this better. I love having him here during the day, but I like him home at night better. he gets more sleep=is much happier=everyone is happier.
I have been so worried latly about the future of our economy and our government,what it means for my family. I woke up the other morning feling anxious and I actually had the thought.."I wonder where we will all be this time next year." with gas prices going up 5 cents every 3 to 5 days and food prices skyrocketing, I can't help but worry. I fear there will be a truckers strike because they can't afford the fuel and we will all be in bad shape. I worry so much about that stuff that it becomes real to me almost as if its already happend.
Am I the only one who worries about it that much? Or does everyone feel like me?
