a time and a season to every purpose under heaven.

well I am finally making another blog update...yay! unfortunatly the yuck has not gone away. infact it just seems to get worse with every week that passes. I was laying down for a nap and then woke upneeding to eat the girls are asleep,so I might as well write. I would not call it morning sickness. partly because its not just in the morning but all day and partly because it is this strange combination of nausia and extreem hunger that some how are connected. I have been waking up at night so hungry I can hardly lay there without passing out. I get that way really quickly too. and thats how I get hungry. one minute i am fine and the next i am shaking and starving and the thought of most foods, or pretty much any food makes me feel like I am going to have the pukes. This baby is hungry, and demanding :) Iwould keep crackers next to the bed. but the only things I want to eat int he night don't include any foods that can sit out for5 hours. ah the joys. and this too shall pass, but till then, it sucks. and if you read my blog you get to hear about it.
I was released from my calling of 1st councelor in the young women presidency today. I am sad. but I know that it is time. I just wish it were possible to do everything I wanted all at once. but it is not. and I don't have strength even if it was. I have truley loved this calling. but really I truley love those young women. they are so beautiful. when I say that I realize that I have pretty much loved every calling I have ever had. but the youth are something amazing. My sister Halley posted on her blog about how she loves other peoples children, and it got me thinking....."huh I don't." now that might sound mean but its not. I take other peoples kids like I do other people. I am not best friends with every other person. there are some I get along with better then others. but when it comes to teenagers, I really love them. right now I can say that because i don't have any of my own. and I know they can be difficult for their parents. but I think I get them, on a different level then i get little kids. For one I still remember very clearly my teenage years and I was a rebelliouse one to say the least, so the rebels are not forign to me and the "good" ones, or less rebellouse ones, are more like me now. I am greatful for the season I was able to get to the girls. now it is time for me to focus on something else. my last thought on that subject is I hope I did enough to let them know I love them. and I hope the do know it.
we found renters. I am really excited about it. finally. I am shocked that we made it this long without renters and am greatful for the many blessings from the Lord that made it possible. I feel like we have been watched over and tenderly cared for. thank you to any and all who prayed for us to find renters. your prayers have been answered. love you all. Merry Christmas and a happy holiday season.

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I have a basement apartment for rent. We need renters as soon as possible. It is three minutes from down town slc, and lds business college. perfect for one or two students or a married couple. $500.00 covers rent and all utilities. plus a $200.00 move in /cleaning deposit. It is one bedroom, full kitchen, the bathroom has a shower, on site laundry, basic cable tv and high speed internet. LDS standards required. please put the word out there. call tali 801-759-2833 or email sisterfallick@gmail.com. thanks everyone.

a baby, binky and dead spiders.

then ramblings in my head.
I wish I could beg everyone. Please please please if you are sick stay in bed....AT HOME!. for at LEAST 24 hours after your fever is gone. why is it that people think they should go to church sick? It really bothers me. No it pisses me off!
on to a few happier notes. we found out we are expecting again. Yay for Baby # three! I am excited....well when I feel well I am. I have not felt too sick really so I should not complain. its just been either not well or extreem hunger and then when I eat its extreem heart burn. plus the usual tiredness. but that is not so bad. I know that I have to go to bed early or if I don;t then I will be sick. I stayed up till 1 am the other night and I was so sick till about 11 am the next morning and that was all night. I did not actually throw up but that is more because i will do everything I can to keep it down. I HATE throwing up. its a control issue I have. the feeling of out of control of my body while it purges itself is not one ai handle well. I am sort of a control freak. same reason i hate being tickled. I can't control my bodies response. and I hate that feeling. any who. Lily thinks its a boy. I dunno. I don't really have a feeling either way. but if I had to pick I would say probobly girl. who knows. due sometime in june. I am happy to have a summer baby too! Now if i can just keep from getting sick from all the nasty people out there who don't care that they are spreading thier germs. that would be great.
We got rid of the binky this weekend. it went relativly smooth. a few more tears then with it but today she did not even ask for it. and she went right to sleep tonight with0ut any tears at all. she is such a big girl.
also on another positive note.................the spiders are dead!!!!!!!!! all of them. yesterday while playing out side I found not one or two or even three dead black widows. but four! I am SO greatful they were dead. To think that they were living ON my house. all of them were found on my home. one was the size of a nickle. so about a year old. EWWW! needless to say I will definatly be having them spray every three months for now on!
I really need to rent my basement. I am goig to advertise it at a college near by. i just have to find the right person. please pray for us. going on three months now without a renter witch is essentially my job and supplements our income by about a third.
i love this time of year. its been unseasonally warm. and that has been nice, but I can't wait till it snows. I love the cold and the wet! SO ready for the wet. So bring on the rain~