copy from mary,

but I love these things too!

Where is your phone? Cell is dead and house is silent.
Your hair color? blond, gold, red.
Your mother? working like crazy, she can get everything done!
Your father? Working too!
Your favorite thing? my new skinny, cute bum jeans.
Your dream last night? i know I had one, but can't remember it.
Your dream/goal? to become a person who gets it all done and makes up new exciting games for my kids all teh time.
Your hobby? um not sure. i don't really like anything enough to call it that. well maybe talking to my family.
Room you're in? dining room.
Your fear? lots of really messed up ones.
Where do you want to be in six years? a little older, a little wiser, a little larger family but done having babies, a little larger house.
Where were you last night? albertsons
One of your wish list items? tickets to bodyworlds.
What you're not? organised and ready for grocery shopping, cooking dinner tonight.
!The last thing you did? picked up my front room.
.Your TV? is off, thankfully.
Your pets? no thank you.
Your computer? is slow.
.Your mood? I want to be super productive, but its not happening.
Missing someone? family not here and my entire mission.
Your car? in the drive way about to take us to go get devin from work.
Something you're not wearing? shoes and socks yet.
Your summer? was spent at raging waters mostly. Good times!
Love someone? I love lots of someones. I think that is a gift I have of loving people. I love people.
Your favorite color? pink
When was the last time you laughed? this morning droping devin off.
Last time you cried? tuesday.

The last two days...are over and amazingly it ended not so bad!

L-my first try at bread! R-Lily riding the pony!

L-Lily with a witch. R-kelle loved the chickens

below-lily made this witch wave at everyone!

R-my favorit one. i took one look and thought of you mom.

Below, Dana, Jaxon, Lily,Aviril,and me. squinting into the sun! aren't we cute?
R-Lily and Jax did not want to kiss her. but Lily wanted to hug her.

first I have been wanting to bake...well mostly bread for a while now, but really anything my family will injoy! so i have been trying to find a day where that would be possible. yesterday I thought it was the perfect day. but then the eh hem hit the fan or actually the water hit the floor and kept going and going and going (I flooded our kitchen, laundry room and creepy underthe stairs closet). mean while mikelle was screaming because she wanted to eat, I was trying to cook dinner and lily had decided to go sit on the toilet and sit and sit and sit...till I needed her to stay so i could mop up the house. and at that point she decided she needed me to wipe her bum even though she had not DONE anything. see she see's through the whole "go potty and I'll give you candy"thingy. and she figured out how to use it to her advantage to get candy. so when ever she wnats some she just goes and sits on the potty....for ever! does not "go" and then gets down asks for candy and promptly pees her pants. What a smart girl huh? YOu gotta give her credit for figuring that one out. any way back to the flood. so I also broke the dish washer some how. I guess since it was on while the water spilled over it and the water leaked inside the electrical part, it shorted or something. only made me more mad and frustrated about the whole thing. Well devin was able to fix it after only a few hours of it being broken. I know isn't he the greatest?! I think so. Love you babe! then as we were going to bed I went down stairs to get something out of the dryer and discovered that the laundry room was flooded too. Came upstairs to deal with lily and tell dev. he goes down and comes back up to tell me it was also in said creepy closet. grrrr! I can't believe I did that. DUH! ah well we are doing what we can to clean it up, and I am worrying that we will get black mold because I saw this family in utah who's house was ruined and their kids all have really bad problems because of it, that live in utah. they had to bulldose the house. But thats me. I am way paraniod about that. It drives Devin nuts. we got fans going down their and windows open so lets hope it all drys up. then today we (me and my girls went to gardner village with grandma hall, aunt dana and Jaxon. And Lily had such a good time. It was sooo fun! and the fudge we tasted was devine! Well mikelle is waking up and I need to put her back to sleep. long story short.. I made bread at the end of the day and IT is so preety and yummy and it was my first time. now I am tired from these long two days. but happy that I made my bread and it was perfect! Happy that we got to go have a good time and Happy that Devin fixed the dishwasher for me. all in all not bad. and at least I can relax and eat something yummy and go to bed. Now on to the next task of sleeping through the night....yeah right. you can't have everything.

things I love that others don't

cold
rain
olives
pickles
peppers
greenbeans
hot food
country
ramen
oldies
snow
wind

i guess i am weird like everyone else.
i breast feed my kids on demand....in public!
i co-sleep! (half the night)
i care about politics.
I AM NOT republican or democrat if you ask me they both suck.
if i were not so lazy i would make my own baby food and use cloth diapers.
i would wrather not have to wear clothes...except for undergarments.
i like to see what other peoples houses and yards look like.
as i fall asleep i count things like hours of sleep i would get if i fell asleep right then, but i count them out on my fingers, by lightly pressing each finger on either my pillow or devins belly, witch ever one my hand is resting on.

wherein lily is sick and I am tired.

bgbnbbbbbkkkkkk8///,,lilymommyv,vb,.bvlkfviods=. that was lily "playing puter".

We are sick...yuck!

So the little to no sleep that we get normally is pretty much gone. Sore throte head ache runny nose and I am pretty sure we have all had a low grade fever at one point or another. I guess everyone is getting it. reminds me I need to get a flu shot. any ways. even though Dev stayed home sick today, mostly because he had a sore throte and would not be able to talk on the ohone all day, we had such a productive day. Really even for a healthy day. we did a few things that have been put off for WAY too long. first we shortend our blinds...been needing to do that for um..two and a half years. yes I know we are the worst procrastinators ever. we also cut the piece of the dishwasher that goes at the bottom so that you can't see the wires and babies can't get electricuted, and installed it. been needing to do that for um... about 9 monthes. and we hung our beautiful dry erase bord in the kitchen that we bought at ikea like in november, so 10 monthes ago. so yay for us! I was going to wash the windows in side and out but we took lily to the park instead because she was really acting cuped up. and there were NO other kids there so it was really nice. no fighting and no more contamination then there would need to be. haraaay for productive days!

scary,creepy = paranoid!

So I don't like dogs. you all should know that. they are fine from a distance but only if they don't bark or make lots of sudden movement..even if its playful. Once I get to know a dog..takes a long time, then its not so bad. but in general we are not friends. well there is an enfestation in my naiborhood of bit bulls. I know one of my sisters has one that they all say would never hurt anyone. but that does not make me trust them. Once when they were visiting, something upset this dog and devin was right in the middle of it all, and I did not feel he was safe.(this is not soposed to be about your dog katey, and I mean no harm to you b this post.) especially the toughest kinds. a pit bulls bite is one of the strongest. a guy in our naiborhood had to kill one last year to get it to release its bite. it bit its owner. any who, recently I have seen not one, or two or three or even four pit bulls running free or chasing someone on my street...but FIVE different ones. in about a month. THESE dogs are NOT nice. They all belong to a bunch of thugs, who in my oppinion want a mean tough dog to make up for the lack of something. they trian them to be as mean as possible. well I daught that they train them, Its proboboly more like beat them and fight them with other dogs. reguardless its illigal for them not to be on a leash. only one of those times have I seen an owner trying to catch it. I call animal control, and by the time they get here the dog has wandered off some place else. so they don't catch it. rrrg! it makes me so mad. Try explaining to a two year old that the doggy chasing a boy on a scooter down the middle of the street is not nice and will you please walk calmly and quickly to the back yard. then when the dog stops chasing said boy and turns to come back up the street towards our house, she porceedes to scream at the top of her lungs, because I have starting dragging her because she would not go inside, because she wanted to see the doggy, attracting its attention. Oh and the one where the owner was looking for it. he would not even get close to his own dog because it snipped at him. all of this only solidifys my fears.
then two weeks ago a friend who had just moved into a new place felt something crawling on him...he looks down and its a black widow! yup! if there is anything that creeps me out more then dogs its spiders! so a was sitting on the lawn at my inlaws last night and someone says "its a black widow." it was dusk and so they got the flash light, and sure enough right where the house meets the driveway, there was this huge spider web and in it....a black widow. creepy! the only qustion i have is this...is the hour glass shape always on the underside of the belly or is it sometims on the top? I am pretty sure this was on the top. still....i am paranoid and freaked out.