Lily's first Sleep over...

well technicaly its the second but the first was not for fun so it does not count. It was when i had kelle and it was at grandmas any way (witch is like her other home.) she is sleeping over at her fav uncle's house with his family. She was SO excited! she's been talkign about it all day. Dev talked to her at 9 on the phone, and she was sad.she said she wanted to come home. I have been feeling... aggitated.. I think. I can't really put my finger on it. I thought I would be so greatful for the break, but I just miss my baby! If she does not go to slep soon or if she gets really sad. we will go get her or he will bring her home. But what about me? What do I do about my separation anxiety? I think even if she were having a blast I would miss her. I tryed to keep myself busy. but now I am just tired and I want to go to sleep, but have to clear my head first or I will just lay there exuasted and not sleeping. Wish us luck with the rest of the night!

some more vacation photos!

mom and lil messin around....
dad and lil 4 wheelin.....
the house we stayed in. its 102 years old! and 6 lds prephets have stayed there....
Mom and lil swimin at lava
Some randon person jumping off he high dive where Lilys cusin where jumping.

Our vacation

Lily Looking Cute! She actually let me DO her hair!

They love each other!

so we have been on vacation. It has been really nice. I think I actually had my perfect vacation on day! well except for the sleep part. but the rest of they day was perfect. I have some pics for you. I know I hardly ever put any on here. rebuke me if you want to. : )

Perfect day!

Well in some ways. One in particular. Today the weatehr was fantastic! The high was 81. Even in the sun I was not scorthed. And in the shade, Oh it was nice. perfect actually. I wanted to stay out side all day. and did a good portion of it. There was even a breeze. I wish the weather was like that all summer long. no cooler then 70's midday and not hotter then 80's. tomorrow is soposed to be the same. I am so excited!

what I am thinking about today....

I can't believe I just went to costco with my two kids alone. carried kelle in my arms while shopping and trying to keep lil in the cart. You should have seen the looks of pitty. and then got lunch and managed to eat it. That requires at least 4 extremely attentive hands. and I (becaue I was holding kelle) only had one very busy distracted hand. Kelle is teething and so she did not injoy it. but I did ad so did lily. ok a big part of the reason I injoyed it was because of the reactions we got, and it boosted my pride to do it by my self.
Also, I love my neighbors. they are the kindest people. even though some of them there is a big launguage barrier, I really injoy being with them. the wemon on either side of me and then the one two doors down, have served me and loved me and wanted to befriend me from the day I moved in.
and I am going to say it becuase so many other people are thinking it. Chinas gymnists are not 16. say what every you like. But I just don't beieve it.
Russia, Georgia and President Bush all need to calm down and stay out of war, preferably for ever, but at least till the olympics are over. there is my political rant. I should go do zumba (work out), or do laundry......alright over and out.
wht are you thinking about today??????

Twilight...

If you think you're invincible. don't.

my BIL had 3 strokes last week, they were not the kind from high blood pressure. but were the kind from blood clots in the artery to the brain that broke off and went three different directions.He is 34 years young. Please Pray For Him!!!
we (most of us) think we are "young, so it wont happen to me, or we are healthy, or i am righteous so i will be spared those trials." please please please, lets all take extra care of these fine bodies we have been given. yes i mean be healthy. but i also mean...listen to your body. pay attention to how you feel, and if you don't feel well and especially if you feel pain, your body is telling you that something is not right. If you take care and maintain good health, when the unexpected does happen you will be better prepared for a swift recovery.
because eventually the unexpected will happen.